just those in bold

I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore
by Clay Aiken

We agreed that it was over
Now the lines have all been drawn
Vows we made
Began to fade
But now they're gone

Put your pictures in a shoebox
And my gold ring in a drawer
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now Sherri says she's jealous
Of this freedom that I found
If she were me, she would be
Out on the town

And she says she can't imagine
What on earth I'm waitin' for
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are
But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now I'm writin you this letter
And it's killing me tonight
That I agreed, when you believed it wasn't right
And I couldn't sleep up on the bed
So I'm down here on the floor
Where I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are
But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart
I'm fightin back emotions that I've never fought before
Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

I'm fightin back emotions that I've never fought before
Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore


so un po. ngayon ko lang po to narinig ulit tong kantang to. gulat pa nga po ako kasi si clay aiken po pala yung kumanta. to think xa pa po yugn nilalait-lait ko nung season two ng american idol. going back to the topic, uhm yun nga po. just look po dun sa mga naka bold na lines.uhm yung mga lines po ng kanta n yan remind me of the things that i did just to forget "JFK" sa mga hindi nakakakilala kay "JFK"; kung sino man xa, bahala na kayo sa buhay nyo.

before i did everything just to forget that person. hahaha. baka iniisip nyo na naging kami. hindi po. di din po nya alam na crush ko xa. love pala po. so yun nga po. nung mga times na kelangan na nga po xang kalimutan. lahat na po ata ng mga bagay na dpat gawin nagawa ko na. hahaha so un.

in the first line na -Put your pictures in a shoe box- actually di ko lang po ata tinago yun. tinapon ko pa po. di ko na alam kung may nakapulot po. ewan. lahat ng bagay na ngreremind sa akin ng lahat about him. tingo ko na. i mean tinpon ko na.

-What on earth I'm waitin' for- e2 yung tanong ng mga kuya ko noon sa akin. during those time na nakikita nila na nasasaktan na siguro ako. one time dada ask me kung ano daw ang dpat nyang gawin para hindi na sya masaktan unconsciously ng taong mahal nya. nung sinagot ko sya bigla nyang sinabi sa akin na "go pet. do it. it's not that easy to do but you have to." . yes indeed it's true. its not easy but then atleast i'm coping.parang yung nasa line -it's killing me tonight- masakit man na sa gabi. b4 you go to sleep xa parin ang iniisip mo. kaya nga siguro mas maganda para sa akin na paghiga ko sa gabi tulog ako kagad para at least hindi ko na nararamdaman yung common pain na nandito. hanggang nagyon nakabara pa rin.

-I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fightin back emotions that i've never fought before Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore- simple lang po. sad to say madalas ko pa rin po xang naiisip makakita lang po siguro ako ng bagay na magpapaalala sa kanya xa na kagad maiisip ko. mapa pagkain ma yun. hahaha. at kagaya ng madalas mangyari pag naalala ko xa nasasaktan pa rin ako. pero nilalaban ko po yun. hindi na naman po kasi pwede eh. wala po xang asawa at balita ko so far wala pa rin xang gf. pero kagaya ko po may mahal din po xa. yun nga lang hindi din po sila pwede ng mahal nya. hmmm, im not supposed to love him hindi pwede. para kasi sa akin kahit wala xang girlfriend kung may mahal naman xa. still pagmamay-ari na ng iba ang puso nya. --eeew!!! mejo corny ako nagyon---